My path was shaped by resilience, values & vision...
By the time I was 15, I experienced depression, anxiety, PTSD, ADHD, dyslexia, epilepsy, bullying, & obesity...
2003
From dyslexia & epilepsy...
As a child, I was diagnosed with epilepsy & dyslexia.
Most of my childhood years were veiled behind a fog of medication.
Even with hours of studying & extra classes, I couldn't memorize anything,
I was a C-F student.
...to language prize
2015
Once I was off the medication, I could learn for the first time in my life! My brain was clear, I could focus, study & memorize. I transferred from the lowest school to the middle school, to the highest school. In 2015, I graduated with an A-level, second-best top of our year & with two prizes, incl. the Scheffelprize for outstanding achievements in the German language.
2009
From bullying & overweight...
For over one year people bullied me in 3 different settings simultaneously,
with people yelling in front of 20-30 children every morning
“The fat one is coming! Eye cancer is coming! She is
so fat the bus will break down!”
People avoided me, I experienced constant anxiety &
chronic depression, felt shame
& was hiding it.
2020
...to acting & modeling
After losing 60 lbs, re-gaining it, losing it again... & quitting the job I didn't love, I took the leap to do what I always wanted to do since I was a child: acting. Amazing opportunities aligned in Berlin, a diversity campaign for Merz Aesthetics, modeling for Reebok, event moderation for eBay, live improvisation acting for Telekom, content creation for
Amazon, voice acting for Lufthansa & meeting
Liam Neeson on the film set.
2019
From Times Square...
With a successful BA degree, I joined an amazing German start-up in Berlin as a Travel Tele Sales Manager. One of the highest growth times in my life! $0.8M in revenue in 13 months, 2 Call Of Excellence sales prizes, moved to NYC to build up their US market & lived at Times Square for 4 months.
Personal well-being? Waking up with anxiety every morning,
having re-occurring depression & hating my job. I quit.
...to happy & healthy...
2020
After quitting the job, my intention was to become happy & healthy, permanently! In the next year, I lived in 5 different cities, wrote a novel on how AI solved the climate & mental health crisis (#spoiler, it didn't, we saved ourselves!), and delved into holistic well-being, natural nutrition, daily exercise, affirmations, Buddhism, Hinduism, psychology, self-development...
2021
...to hostels in London
What now happened, was nothing I had ever planned. I left the acting industry because the sexualization, perpetuating stereotypes & dividing prejudices were not aligned with my values. I was living in hostels on & off for over 2.5 years, as I wasn't willing to do a job that wasn't aligned with my values & no company offered a vision aligned with the vision of my soul.
I felt people & companies were going in circles, living in a matrix while missing the grand picture, so I went looking for the BIG business idea myself.
Instead of a business idea, I discovered something else.
Waking up in hostels with up to 21 people in a room, I got in my suit & heels to network at business events, investment conferences, academic symposiums, in Westminster, in Oxford, at private member's clubs,
meeting people from diplomacy, intelligence & international security...
...while practicing daily meditation, breath work & sound therapy and diligently studying consciosuness, spirituality, quantum physics, human origins, souls, DNA activations, ETs, UAPs & the shift, when the epiphanies unfolded:
2023
Conscious awakenings
1. I realized that my childhood nightmare of running away from war stopped once I finished writing an AI-climate-running-away novel twice
2. I remembered my first parallel life, realizing how its trauma repeated in this
3. I realized that people were entrusted with international security, intelligence & security whose intentions were not for the Highest Good of all
4. I realized the shift we are in as a collective and how our global changes are part of a grander scheme
5. I realized that 2 major timelines are playing out simultaneously (positive/negative polarity), and most people had been kept in the dark about them & how to consciously align with the one timeline they choose to be in
6. I realized I was waking up with peace of mind, calm elation, clarity, joyous gratitude, breathing freedom, self-love & purposeful alignment every morning
2024
From 1001 failures...
With thriving holistic well-being, self-love, happiness, fulfillment, peace of mind, lighthearted playfulness, clear purpose & a clear vision, 2024 summarizes the 1001 failures evolving into Highest Self:
2 unsold novels, 1 movie script, 6 poetry collections, 1 online course, 4 podcasts, 100 brochures/flyers/websites/coaching offers/business
Ideas & thousands of messages sent, the vision is clear.
2026
...to Highest Self
Be Your Highest Self
Create Our Highest World
Highest Self's vision is for everyone to thrive as our Highest Self.
For this we foster spaces & structures for holistic human
flourishing. Elevating personal, lineage, collective,
planetary, & cosmic well-being.